Anxious

So I might have some big news about that thing you're supposed to start after graduation. It's big. It's so big that I'm hoping my cards are played right and that I'm making the right choice after screwing up eariler today. this is cryptic and vague, I know. Let's just say I can't manage to keep my foot out of my mouth and I have the inability to make a decision and I might have to change a decision that I made on a whim. The decision on a whim was made today and within 4 hours, the mind was changed. But as I haven't signed anything, I think it's ok. Bad, but not as bad as it could be. And because the more I type the more cryptic this message becomes, I think I'll write about something else.

Like parties!

There's an holiday party tomorrow night....one of the traditional students at my school invited me to her holiday party, which is complete with turkey and ham (!), so I'll need to figure out something nice to wear.

Shiny leggings might not be appropriate.

but they might be good for Saturday's Tacky Xmas party (you know, where you wear one of those awful sweaters/sweatshirts that are Xmas themed). I feel bad for all the older ladies out there who spend that much money on those sweaters!

Here's what I have so far to wear:
reindeer headband? Check
Red/Green sequined headband? Check
Rudolph blinking nose? Check
cream colored mock turtleneck with tiny snowman motif? check
Red sweatshirt with white lace collar, complete with design of xmas teddy bear wearing an xmas bow? Check
Xmas themed pins? Check and Check
leggings? check

I think I'm going to have to go with the stirrup leggings. As you may have seen from a previous post, the shiny leggings with a shirt above the butt aint' so cute (sorry, had to use the aint').

leg warmers? Check...although I might take those off...I think they were made for a 10 year old. no wonder they were only $4.

Keep your fingers and toes crossed that the right choice is being made and nobody gets upset... And that the xmas parties are fun :)